Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Used to be

It used to be my drug
It used to be my antedote
Now its the exact thing that has left me broken

How can I ever trust again?
Cause I've been played over and over again
I don't want to be bitter but it hurts so bad

Feeling numb and alone
The tears keep flowing
Is it me?

I hate being a pawn in this game
Words said
My heart thrown too and fro

I try so hard
I strive for something better
Yet I keep getting this side of the game

I am angry
I have to protect myself from this so called antedote
I guess I just have to live with it

Move on past this pain
Wake up from a dream
Accept things as they come

It sucks
It hurts
Its a cycle that I want to leave...

Anna Hoffman

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