Uncertainty

Uncertainty is the worse feeling in the world, not knowing what the future holds, no knowing what's going to happen. Uncertainty encourages fear and unbelief. I am an individual that hates not knowing what I'm supposed to do. I hate just going with the flow of things and unleashing control. I try so hard to trust God and in His will for my life yet lately all I feel is disappointment. I doubt myself...I start to feel like I'm doing God's Will and then someone says something otherwise. I've been so hurt and wounded in the past, I don't want to build up this wall and block everyone out. I am a transperant person and that tends to get me in trouble. I trust people at face value, I try to not second guess, is that really a bad thing? Ugh, I don't know...well I guess I'll just have to go to God about it.