It used to be my drug
It used to be my antedote
Now its the exact thing that has left me broken
How can I ever trust again?
Cause I've been played over and over again
I don't want to be bitter but it hurts so bad
Feeling numb and alone
The tears keep flowing
Is it me?
I hate being a pawn in this game
Words said
My heart thrown too and fro
I try so hard
I strive for something better
Yet I keep getting this side of the game
I am angry
I have to protect myself from this so called antedote
I guess I just have to live with it
Move on past this pain
Wake up from a dream
Accept things as they come
It sucks
It hurts
Its a cycle that I want to leave...
Anna Hoffman
